Grief Stages and Dairy Farm Things

10 April 2019

Yesterday morning, didn’t go as plan.

1 of my crew didn’t get taxi to another pickup point.

I had to go all the way to Eersterivier to fetch them. I was so annoyed, thought I must make other arrangements in the future.

4 hours on the road! 2 hours less labour to get everything done, basically, going to need to fetch them a 2nd day this week to assist me in Astonbay.

Arriving on farm, I instruct them to clean the graveyard. They said already done last week. Which impressed me with tremendous gratitude.

My husband used to keep the family graveyard clean, now I want to pride myself to keep up with his legacy.

Find out there is no water, pump needs bleeding. Yet the workers made a plan to quickly wash our car.

Then heard there are birds in the ceiling of the house!!!!! Which they handled swiftly for me too.

And to think, I wanted to let two of them go more than a year ago, but then we had that accident and from sheer shock, as they assisted me, I just couldn’t break up the team.

It is hard to go back there, to the place where we started our marriage and family. So beautiful. Yet such a hard place to live from.

4 generations sacrificed…..

I am only beginning to ask WHY now.

I am beginning to hit the anger stage of mourning now. It isn’t always easy....

I used to hate this place, now I can’t leave. I had a way out, but I took the harder choice, and like Ruth, I cling to my widowed mother-in-law. Not always sure, if I do the right or wrong things, but constantly looking up to God as my perfect Husband now, for His protection and provision.

10 April 2019

Very co-incidental that I see this now?

The only other woman that I know of, that said she still feel a spiritual connection with her husband.

She never re-married, nor will she.

Some love stories never end!

I am forever lucky to have had the best husband on earth for me, especially chosen by God.

A glimpse back to happier times:

10 April 2013

I thank God for my privileged and blessed life! I am truly thankful God's grace and mercy, and a wonderful life.

In 2000 when the family transport broking business I took over, went under, it felt like God punished me - BUT if it weren't for that hardship, I wouldn't have founded Herbalife. Literaly it put food in my body! I could only afford shake & water then, but man, I felt good and could face my creditors and stress, AND even started earning welcome extra income. Now, I can look back on the past 13 years, working from home with my children and having the marvelous opportunity of helping other people, and especially uplifting hardworking people's lives.

I wish I was better already, but everyday day I am learning and trying to improve on yesterday!

You just got to love this company!

It is all in one for me!

If you might be interested in doing Herbalife Nutrition for any reason, please get touch with me. I will be happy to assist.

Love,

Daisy