Faith over Fear
29 July 2020
OK, not sure what God is up to and I know I should have shared our whole story long ago.
But just as my mouth felt better (after serious dentist visit) to go to town, my kids and me, happy in the car and I see a missed call and return it..…
Talk about a knock out, and didn’t see that coming! A whole happy vibe, yet again as I had that feeling we made it, we overcomed yet another of many trials, we are going to make this, all of a sudden changed to worry, stress and fear.
I said to my children, if think I have done something wrong unknowingly, I will own up my responsibility and face the consequences.
No matter how embarrassing it might look in people’s eyes and they need to keep they’re heads lifted up high.
Then I said to them, we take this to God. We pray and we believe.
Last night, the family of 3 of us, sit on the queen bed, where we once used to sit 4 and end our night with Bible and prayer.
I prayed and I sincerely forgave everyone. If this thing that is coming against us yet again, are caused by people with wrong intentions, I forgive them.
As I hope many people can forgive me for actions in the past, where I didn’t have the wisdom to react more Christ-like.
However, I know God see my heart, how I react coming from very difficult and unfair circumstances.
I could have started binging, crying and going into depressing again.
But by the grace of God, good habits, to be accountable to my Herbalife Challenge groups and miraculously, through my Herbalife business be connected to Devine and blessed church groups.
Thank you to Mark from New Horizen Vinyard for always have us plugged into YouVersion Bible App plan and for Pieter very consistently leading Connect cell group and for including me and my children, even though we are not even members of they’re church.
I am ready to face this new mountain and giant today.
Everything so far has been preparation and I know, whatever happen, whichever way this go, good or bad, I WILL always stand up again!
Reading my Daily Plan while listening to Deo Doxa lockdown song.
I pray I get the right opportunity to share what God have been ushering me to share, soon.
6 August 2022
Looking back to that ordeal…..
It work out for our best. It still is not resolved, but it is out of my hands in a way.
This year, I am just tired of fighting.
Tired of the unfairness of the past wrongs done already to my husband as fatherless child, to his widow mother and his two sisters.
This year did not go as I planned towards getting closer to closure and moving on.
Also faced another situation recently, which totally was out of my control, this memory came up and I just surrender it all to God.
NO FEAR!
I am also reminded again, we can plan, but God is in control, His will be done.
At the moment, closer to my husband’s 5th death anniversary, I want to give in completely.
We have so much going for us now, sadly, also against us.
Everyday is purely just by the grace of God.
We still have so much to be thankful for.
Whatever your circumstances are, hang in there, give it all to God.
No fear, thank God already in faith for your breakthrough.
Love,
Daisy
PS:
As always, excuse the mistakes. I have OCD, but I am not a perfectionist..
Still a work in progress. (Always & Forever)
Please contact me with any advice on how to improve. :) )
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