Blessings… even through bad people.

8 Augustus 2014

Something very interesting just happened to me. I wish I can share in detail, but just as I shared on Facebook earlier I am so happy, my life is near perfect....and truly, I am content and satisfied with how my life is now...there was this little voice in me, as I share my gratitude, just watch the devil is going to try and do something to steal you joy.

So I got a call, with a HUGE blessing, from .... someone who has given me a very hard time in my life, and I was furious and upset, for about 5 minutes. :)

Lesson learned from this, not to be so negative when I testify - I am breaking that NOW, I want to share and testify for God when it goes well, without the fear of what trial and tribulation are going to happen now.

The other lesson is, does it matter who bless you? I refuse that the enemy is going to prevent us from being happy. I am not sure how to handle this situation, but I am choosing to give all the glory to God, and I believe and I know God will let all things work out for the best!

For 5 minutes I was furious, as my selfish, and proud ME did not ask for, nor want that blessing from that people. Then I remember how many other less fortunate and less privilege people there are, who wouldn't mind to have what I have, and to receive the blessing we get. Now I am moving on. Thank you to Uys Nimb's Herbalife training last year September in George, that when you are angry, only for 5 minutes, then you move on. I am a bit slow, but I am finally getting that right.

I remembered that I saw this message from Paula White yesterday :) I also remember that yesterday, I blessed someone, who was a God sent angel to me, at just the right time last year and the week before too, I blessed someone else, impulsively, without thinking I obeyed God, and who ever said not to bless out of poverty, they are WRONG. I blessed in faith that God will provide.

Also, earlier this week I was thinking, even if we do or have nothing (for us no Herbalife to save the day).

God will provide.

So I am thankfull and I receive this HUGE blessing straight from God. I am sorry for being upset for a while, and I pray God bless the person, and many people, who so often bless my husband, me and our children.

There is some other post from Paula White that is also so accurate align with the Holy Spirit! It really prepared me for this moment in time!

Thank God, because He is in control! For sure :)

15 Julie 2019

I just reached a point yesterday, where I don’t care anymore.

I didn’t set up my new groups for the week.

And even though a special lady, very specificly asked me more than once now to add her.

I can’t get myself to move to do something I normally LOVE to do.

Herbalife is more than an extra income or “job” or back up plan, this is my purpose, my passion, my calling.

It’s not even the fact of the OCD perfectionism, I can overcome that, I just don’t know what is this stronghold over me now.

But I REFUSE to feel like an failure today!!!

I refuse to give up.

I have stood up so many times.

Some how, some way I am going to find a way to break out of this stronghold.

I matter!

I make a difference!

I am a willing and able instrument for God.

So you can try and stop me and break me.

Who ever, even the enemy in my own head trying to freeze me, paralyze me in fear and hurt and confusion.

Whether I do things perfect or not, it is not up to me.

God’s will be done!

So I pray for favor and blessings over everyone who dislike me so much, that I can litteraly feel the arrows of they’re hate towards me.

I forgive everyone, I release everyone unto God.

I will not back down!

I am doing the best I can under my circumstances.

I am a slow learner. But I am not a bad person.

I have come so far and it’s only going to get better soon.

Even though it feel hopeless now.

Even though I feel like letting the whole team down big time!

I have so much faith in God for being in control always!

15 January 2023

Well, I had my heart set on doing a fresh new blog about HOPE.

However, for the past week we moved out of our dream house in town and things are chaotic, uncertain and very emotional.

I need a miracle more than ever before to get through this month.

Looking back, after my husband’s death I kept focusing, let me just make it through another month, then another year. Now in this 6th year after his death, I am back to just make it through another month.

I am truly exhausted by now of doing this alone.

Physically, emotionally, financially I am drained and depleted.

Yet, giving up is not an option.

I have long gone lost control and actually lost my hope to regain control too.

BUT GOD!!

He has never forsaken me, even though I feel like I have faith like a mustard seed now. I am confused about many things, past, present and future and feel like, maybe I heard God wrong?

However, then I hear His Voice for sure say CHOOSE HOPE and GRACE!

I read back my own blog and cry a bit, and get encouraged to choose faith over fear, and to walk by faith and not by sight.

I can just keep on praying, like never before for miracles. Not only for me, but for everyone.

Thank you for reading my blog, my memories and thoughts.

May you be blessed in abundance!

Love,

Daisy

PS:

As always, excuse the mistakes. I have OCD, but I am not a perfectionist..

Still a work in progress. (Always & Forever)

Please contact me with any advice on how to improve. :) )

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DISCLAIMER:

These are my thoughts based on the story and testimonies of my life story, to whom I give God all the glory for. I respect people of all walks of life and all religions. However, I choose to believe and stay grounded in God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.