Dream Stealers
25 Augustus 2018
When you just CAN’T sleep!!!
And got most awesome brain wave and realize, this is it, Go Big or Go Home.
Am I going to make Excuses or am I going to have faith and trust in God.
We have come so far.
My greatest enemy is in my head.
The fear of criticism, the fear of failure.
Last night, tired, after difficult week and coming closer to end of WORST year ever in my life so far, I started to let the enemy get a foothold in my brain.
In all honesty, still in denial and reality has not hit me yet. I realize my husband is dead, but I am struggling to accept it.
Starting to believe all the bad things spoken over me for many years, and especially this past year and feel like I want to rather give in, give up.
Then something happened last night.
One moment in time, at the right place and the right time and being sincere! Being myself.
Not even realizing what God has sent over my way, been setting up for many years....
As I collect my daughter from Church Youth meeting, seeing that I am not the only tired Mom there, nothing to do with being widow and single Mom from a farm.
Listening to my daughter sharing incredibly testimonials.
I cried, I said to her, I can’t do this anymore, it felt like everything went wrong yesterday, I am physically tired of doing this alone for a year now.
I am tired of defending myself for many years now, swimming stream up.
Maybe those people, that 5% “dreamstealers” are right about me. Maybe I am wrong.
My daughter said:”NO Mom! You are not wrong. I have never seen anyone like you with a kind, giving heart.”
And we we’re talking specific Herbalife.
Not only do I work harder for my team than for myself, but I will actually help other Herbalifers who I don’t benefit from.
Because we are all part of one big Herbalife Team. That’s just the way I was born and raised and how my husband lived.
If I initially started because I need extra money with Herbalife, it’s honestly not about the money for me anymore.
Yet, I do take my responsibility towards my own team very serious, who some of them don’t have the privileged situation I have.
I remember, what has God being setting me up now since beginning of last year.
Remember my Why!
What was my Dreams?
STAND YOUR GROUND!!!!!
This is not my fight.
It’s not about me. It’s not about Herbalife.
Something MUCH Greater is going on behind the scenes.
I will not give up. I will not give in to FEAR of Failure of FEAR of rejection.
I refuse to give up in fear of making mistakes.
Anything is Possible! The Sky is not even the limit.
So this is for my children, watching my example.
Where there is a will, there is a way!
Living out my husband’s legacy.
Mission Impossible Style!!!
Want ons KAN Mos. Pappa Kobus het vir ons mooiste voorbeeld gewys van Jesus en Ons Pa in die Hemel sorg beslis vir ons in Pappa Kobus se plek.
25 August 2014
Never, ever under estimate the power of dreams! Even more so when you write it down as goals and make your dreamboard - visualize it! Maybe for some people it happen quick, for others it may take more time, but trust me, your wildest dreams can come true!
NEVER GIVE UP!
I am thankful for this beautiful, sunny Monday. I am thankful for the promise of Spring with lots of opportunities and I am very thankful to have ticked of so many dream goals already! I was born very blessed and to do Herbalife is part of my purpose! It is the company that teach you how to set goals, improve yourself and live your purpose on earth and constanly raise the bar, multiply and leave a legacy! Very blessed company to be part of! :)
So if you read here, I don't put all my faith and trust in Herbalife, but it is a huge part of the story of my life :)
16 October 2022
In a wink of an eye, my life radically changed. In such a way, that my husband’s death feel like a walk in the park, compare to what is all going on now.
This morning, I prayed, God I feel honored that you trust me with all these trials and tribulations.
I have so much that I feel God has put in my head to share, however, I am very emotional at the moment with all going on.
So what do I do, I pray and I went to church, where I got the most amazing, SPOT ON, Holy Spirit aligned message again.
It was an incredible, inspiring and much needed message to hear.
I wish it was recorded!
I wish I can hear it again.
I wish I had the ability to share it correctly.
To me, it feels like I might be in this situation by my own doing, by my own thoughts and words.
However, on the other hand, I also feel like there is a strong demonic attack here going on.
So yes, I will be praying more, fighting back in Christ, because I am absolutely NOT equipped for this battle at all.
BUT GOD!!
He is already ahead of this situation. I know it, and I believe it.
Since 2018 things got tougher.
This year, I lost it! Lack of encouragement of the people close to me, and I got BITTER!
Angry, resentful, full of hatred. My goodness, I honestly feel like I deserve all the bad things happening to me know.
However, not my God’s way at all!
No bad things are from God, so this is a battle against the principalities we don’t see. This is a daily battle and we need to protect ourselves with the armor of God and by Jesus’s Blood!
GOD STILL IS GOOD!!!
I will never stop believing.
I will not doubt.
I got involved with people after listening to the Holy Spirit.
As “stupid human” I wanted to walk away, I realized something is different than my normal safe, comfort zone.
Then I sensed God said, mingle with sinners, you will not be pulled down, they will be transformed by you.
Coming out on the other side now, on the brink of losing a LOT! My thoughts are, do I really want to keep on obeying God’s Voice? It feels like all my lifelong obedience to God, has brought me hurt and sorrow. On earth though. I belief my reward for obedience awaits in Heaven for Eternity.
People are beginning to question my judgment and think I am crazy. My goodness, myself I think, should I not go the worlds way….
But then, this is me! I have so much compassion with everyone. I fear God more than people or anything!
Jesus came and died on the cross for everyone.
I am not even worthy, and I have learned that I am actually worse than the so call bad people.
I need to work harder on myself for sure.
Not easy when you have a learning disability.
However, NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE with God.
Keep dreaming, keep believing!
Love,
Daisy
PS:
As always, excuse the mistakes. I have OCD, but I am not a perfectionist..
Still a work in progress. (Always & Forever)
Please contact me with any advice on how to improve. :) )
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DISCLAIMER:
These are my thoughts based on the story and testimonies of my life story, to whom I give God all the glory for. I respect people of all walks of life and all religions. However, I choose to believe and stay grounded in God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.