A New Chapter
It’s been a very long time since I blogged.
Felt like almost more than a year ago!
A LOT HAS HAPPENED!
I feel broken beyond repair.
Taking it day by day.
Uncertain of the future and my fate. Completely out of control. Completely surrendering unto Jesus alone.
I feel like I must start all over, but that is a lie of the enemy. I KNOW I still have good seeds in the ground.
This past year, I’ve drawn closer and near to God.
I love God so much.
For His tremendous grace and mercy for me, even in the hard seasons. And my hard season is nothing compare to other people’s stories I know.
I’ve learned to trust God more than ever before. He said Exodus 14:14.
But for me to be still….
Honestly, feels like mission impossible.
I tried. Really. I tried.
It’s like telling your child NO or DON’T and then it has the opposite effect.
Somehow, midst of feeling a failure and disobedient to God. He still speaks to me, He still blesses me, He still protects and provide for me.
I TALK A LOT!!
Non stop sometimes, BUT then…..
The pastor of my new church, a very wise man and filled with the Holy Spirit said two precious things to me:
“I am enough for Jesus.”
&
“You are not to much.”
I come with a history.
I also have a future.
For now, I’m trying to be present and rest in God and heal.
God has blessed me with so many miracles this past year, it was as if He wanted to confirm I hear Him right.
He does exist, He is in control, He see’s me, He loves me.
So midst of all the uncertainty, one thing always remains certain and steadfast.
GOD’S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!
Another certainty is that even though by God’s Grace we are redeemed, we can not escape the consequences of sin.
SIN = TO MISS THE MARK.
Disobedience to God……
I am not sure if that is a sin, because God give us all a free will.
There will be consequences however.
NOTHING EVER TAKES GOD BY SURPRISE!
There is tremendous comfort that God has the ability to make a message out of our messes.
More than that, God has the ability to take what the enemy has meant for bad, and turn it into good.
I have a purpose.
God has a plan for me, and it is good.
As I find myself unable to move, to help myself, to even obey God, all I can do is surrender unto Him.
Mercifully begging God, please help me, please take control of me and move me where You want me.
God has never let me down.
Not even when my husband died, when my Mom died, or my Minnie died….
Not for one milli-second has God lost control of the universe.
What God want, He will get.
His will be done, as in Heaven, so on earth.
Instead of taking a detour on the journey of your life, search for God’s wil and submit to Him.
He loves you!
He wants the very best for you!
As this year, 2023, are drawing closer to an end, I pray we all will draw closer and near to God, and find ourselves.
Go find yourself in God.
Find your identity in God alone.
With much love.
Peace & blessings,
Daisy
PS:
As always, excuse the mistakes. I have OCD, but I am not perfect.
Still a work in progress.
(Always & Forever)
I will aim to catch up and copy all the witnesses recorded, A.S.A.P on this blog. Godwilling.
Please contact me with any advice on how to improve. :)
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DISCLAIMER:
These are my thoughts based on the story and testimonies of my life story, to whom I give God all the glory for. I respect people of all walks of life and all religions. However, I choose to believe and stay grounded in God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.
